I’ve been reflecting over the past but what’s the * point in doing that?? Can I go back? Even if I can what on earth can I do?? Perhaps my behaviour now isn’t desirable at all and am I able to go past all these days called ‘days passed quickly’???
What do I want I haven’t got the answer for this question yet
I’ve been told to be realistic rather than having fantasies, both romantic and academic, every day but what’s the point in working hard and studying hard every day if I won’t get anything???? But will I get something big enough for me to be motivated now? Apparently no, so fantasies work, but more and more people are telling me they are not real, they are fake, your lover won’t love you a tiny bit more if you get 290+. so how should I motivate myself? After I realize all these fantasies are fantasies?????
No way, I can’t let her know all this. In the past month she has been doing better than ever, but now she seems to know something. She keeps listening to ‘s piano pieces but she just reports that no significant change is noticed in her sexuality or the person she likes. Really? Perhaps she is telling a lie. But that is impossible. Why can’t she * * if her ** did this in the past??? No, this is called morality. But morality doesn’t work, does it? Does she still remember the summer cp? No, I know she doesn’t want to mention it. I know she doesn’t like but maybe it is just because this passage will be seen by ? And perhaps and are looking at this passage now? So what?
OK, she reported she was tired of typing so many things(but it was me who was doing this) and wanted to study, and she didn’t want to see a single word of it, so I allowed her to memorize some English.